Missing you so much nana. You should see me now, im training to be a hairdresser like you said you wanted me to do. Hope im making you proud up there nana chocolate. Words cant describe how much i miss you. My birthday and christmas are going to feel so weird without you here in life but you will be there in our hearts. You should see Max now, he's HUGE, but still as playful as ever and he's missing you alot too. Sometimes when i feel down or upset about missing you, i just think about how happy you are up there with everyone you have always loved, even though down here were missing you, were happy that finally you can see everyone again. Ill be driving soon nan, scared but excited and ill always remember what you said to me about driving and i won't be one of those maniacs who causes accidents. I just wish i could of taken you out when i passed and gone to the park or hare and hounds, just the two of us. I miss your hugs alot nan, more then you could imagine. I miss you nagging me to make tea haha :) or picking up the apples in garden. I miss everything really if im honest. I hope you really are happy up there nan, cos if your not then your more than welcome to come back here and make us happy again? I miss coming over every weekend, my weekends arent the same without you in them. Right, i better stop writing otherwise im going to run out of room haha :) . I love you for eternity, forever and always. Miss you like crazy but glad your happy. Lots of love Alexandra xxxxxxxxxxx P.S - birthday in 2 weeks , don't forget and if possible send me a sign to show you didnt forget. love you always nana chocolate. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx