I added a song for you today Nana. Somewhere over the rainbow. I Love this song and for some reason it reminded me of you when listening to it. I miss you millions nana. You were and still are one of a kind and deeply missed but never forgotten, i'm sure the family will make sure that your never forgotten because i certainly know i won't let that happen! I'm doing well in hairdressing just to let you know , passing my assessments with flying colour as my teacher says. I miss doing your hair and having a nice talk about everything. I try my best not to cry , i try my best to smile at the memories i remember and the tears i cry are happy tears because you made my childhood the best. I'll always be grateful for that Nana chocolate. Not a day goes past where i dont think about you. I always wear your locket and take care of it. I'm keeping the original pictures in there of you and grandad and dad as a little boy, because you put them in there and they ment sop much to you. I still have Joy my doll you made me when i was little and i still cuddle her when i got to sleep becuase it makes me feel closer to you. I also have the teddy bear from when i was little aswell. I hope you liked the poem and my letter to you that i wrote for you, as i ment every word i put in there. Oh my nana i miss you terribly , it still doesn't feel real. I still expect to wake up on a saturday/sunday and leave home at 2 O'clock to drive to yours. I miss seeing you and talking to you and just generally seeing your smile and hearing your laugh. As you can probably see i am writing this with tears rolling of my cheeks , i try to keep it in but dad says its good to cry now and then. I missed you at christmas it just didn't feel right. I love you Nana so so much. You, as well as grandad jack & peter are my guardian Angel, the brightest star in the sky at night. Sleep tight Nana & sweet dreams. See you soon. Love you & Miss you. Alexandra Joy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx